Extracurricular struggle

HARVARD would you want me without being special just to feel special while being there? Like, I need to do extracurricular activities to be ''special''. Whatever 🙄 Today, with my scout we went to do our ''Sopa solidaria '' so solitary soup where we gave soup and bread for kids who needed.Its was fun:there were music,jokes... like normal teenagers environment.Although,there weren't as much kids as we expected; so we kinda ''obligated'' kids to come to eat cause food was lefting . But we also ate our soup,I couldn't because I'm doing Lent so I'm fasting.It looked good though.👌🏿 Moreover, at the activity of volunteering I felt like a pedo!!!!!!😪 Let me explain why. In the scout (in Angola),there is 4 section: 1- Lobitos:''baby wolf'' ,yellow, 5-10 years old 2-Juniors: literally juniors, green ,10-13 years old 3-Seniors:also literally seniors, blue ,13-18 years old 4-Caminheiros: ''hikers'...